I think that the depression is starting to kick in. Except that the baby isn't even here yet. What is PPD when its pre-PPD? I'm ready to go back on non-pregnancy approved meds and get back to normal. The weirdest things make me cry, and I'm so over-sensitive the past week. I totally am not someone who gets offended easily ... but I've been letting my feelings get hurt so much lately. It's extra hard, because I don't have the ability to do things myself, and people have their own lives, so I feel like I just add stress to everyone.
One big relief - the amnionic fluid was back up at our last appointment, so we're still shooting for a 37 week delivery. I'm ready for the next 4 weeks to zoom by. Unfortunately, these last few weeks are seeming to drag by the slowest. Having to go to the Dr / hospital 3x a week is adding to the slow passing. I think time seems to go by faster when you have appointments every 2 weeks ... instead of each appointment being a milestone, its just yet another appointment of the week, over and over again in the same milestone.
I just keep telling myself that 4 weeks can't last forever!